Happy Birthday to Me

I'm old. I don't know how it happened. Time just flew. I don't like it when time flies because I don't want to run out of it. And I don't want to age and feel tired or immobile or sick or incapable as time continues to fly by. I want to be awake and alive and filled with energy for as long as I possibly can so I can soak up as many days with my little family as I possibly can. I want my giggles and tickles and cuddles and long kisses and embraces and I love you's to last forever because I know what it's like to not have any. I wish I could freeze things right where they are right now. (Except I would rewind a little and bring back my mom--she's the one thing that's missing...and the person who gave me life some years ago on this day exactly.)

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